"At the San Francisco Airport" by Yvor Winters
to my daughter, 1954
This is the terminal: the light
Gives perfect vision, false and hard;
The metal glitters, deep and bright.
Great planes are waiting in the yard--
They are already in the night. 5
And you are here beside me, small,
Contained and fragile, and intent
On things that I but half recall--
Yet going whither you are bent.
I am the past, and that is all. 10
But you and I in part are one:
The frightened brain, the nervous will,
The knowledge of what must be done,
The passion to acquire the skill
To face that which you dare not shun. 15
The rain of matter upon sense
Destroys me momently. The score:
There comes what will come. The expense
Is what one thought, and something more--
One's being and intelligence. 20
This is the terminal, the break.
Beyond this point, on lines of air,
You take the way you must take;
And I remain in light and stare--
In light, and nothing else, awake. 25
[1954]
Taken at face value, this poem takes place in the San
Francisco Airport; a father standing with his daughter, both nervous but ready
to board the airplane. I believe Yvor
Winters intended a deeper meaning, however.
The poem is packed with connotations and inferences, and what may ostensibly
seem to be an innocent airplane boarding is revealed to be so much more. The poem begins and ends with an ominous line: “This is
the terminal.” The word “terminal” is
ambiguous; directly, it could refer to a portal at the San Francisco
Airport. If one analyzes the context of
that word in the poem overall more deeply, however, it takes on a different
meaning. The speaker
of this poem (it may very well be Winters himself) recognizes that he has
almost arrived at the last stop. The
next stanzas describe his daughter standing beside him, “small,/contained and
fragile,” using this simple diction to paint an image of a simple, delicate
flower of a girl, requiring special care and attention. This time, the speaker is “the past, and that
is all;” he can no longer be there to support her, “going whither [she] is bent.” She is not entirely alone though; the speaker’s
words offer small hope, as they “in part are one.” He will remain with her, as part of her “brain,”
her “will,” her “knowledge,” and her “passion.” With the memory of him, she will carry on his legacy where he cannot.
The last stanza designates the final goodbye; he repeats that “This is
the terminal” from the beginning of the poem, only this time, it is a “break.” This sharp and precise word marks the final separation
and release from his daughter. He must “remain
in light and stare,” for this is his last stop.
Yet, while he cannot board the next plane himself, he is allowed one
last look at his daughter, his legacy, before she continues through the
terminal.
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